{"id":224,"date":"2022-08-25T22:17:00","date_gmt":"2022-08-25T20:17:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/?p=224"},"modified":"2022-09-08T22:21:10","modified_gmt":"2022-09-08T20:21:10","slug":"jai-peur","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/?p=224","title":{"rendered":"j’ai peur"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

J’ai peur de la mort de l’amour
– de notre amour
peur que la distance vienne \u00e0 bout des braises.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je t’en veux de t’\u00eatre si peu\u00a0
si peu et si mal
prot\u00e9g\u00e9 de moi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

et de lui<\/p>\n\n\n\n

et des autres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je t’en veux de laisser le monde et moi te prendre,
t’ab\u00eemer.
Je t’en veux d’avoir si mal connu l’\u00e9tendue de tes forces
et qu’il ne t’en reste plus.
Quand je t’observe je vois tout ce que tu ne peux plus risquer.\u00a0
Tout ce que tu ne peux plus.
J’ai du mal \u00e0 supporter ta faiblesse, ton infirmit\u00e9.
Tout me pousse \u00e0 m’enfuir jusqu’au printemps, en priant pour que tu te redresses de toi-m\u00eame
afin de ne pas avoir \u00e0 faire face\u00a0
\u00e0
ma peur que tu n’aies plus envie de m’aimer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

J’ai peur de la mort de l’amour– de notre amourpeur que la distance vienne \u00e0 bout des braises. Je t’en veux de t’\u00eatre si peu\u00a0si peu et si malprot\u00e9g\u00e9 de moi et de lui et des autres. Je t’en veux de laisser le monde et moi te prendre,t’ab\u00eemer.Je t’en veux d’avoir si mal connu l’\u00e9tendue […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-224","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vrac-de-rimes-et-de-prose"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=224"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":228,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/224\/revisions\/228"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alienne.fr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}